Thursday, June 25, 2009
I don't know why I torture myself
I tested this morning, another BFN. I always say I am going to wait to test and then I never do. Plus, to make it worse, I looked at it again like and hour later and it was positive! Which I know means nothing, but that doesn't change the fact that it has me thinking even more now. I didn't wait the full 3 minutes when I used it, I waited like a minute and saw nothing was showing so I threw it away and moved on. No reason to sit there and stare at it under 10 different kinds of light. I guess I will have to test again in the morning and wait the full 3 minutes so I don't wonder like this again, and then I need to straight up burn the thing so I can't look at it again.